dont know how to feel, dont know how to react.
i remember the night before i was still feeling super nervous,and i was saying if we dont get gold or anything above i would definitely flood rp with my tears.
who knows when the results were released there wasnt even a single moment of sadness.
all i felt was unjust.
my sms to my friends was "freaking pissed laaa.everyone got silver including us.lame shit."
YARLAR THATS STILL WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW.
the judges are just out to screw up our syf.
you can say i'm a sore loser i dont care.
and worse thing is they dare to say that "there shouldnt be a medal-award system in the first place.what you guys should treasure is the bond you have with your friends"
hello we know that very well but cant they not reflect it in our results?
now i can really understand how angklung and guitar ppl feel
they're just denying all the efforts that we've put in by giving EVERY SINGLE SCHOOL that participated the same award
surely there are some which are better or worse?
i mean if not,then whats the point of having syf right?

argh.no point complaining right now also.
whts over is over
what matters most is that we really enjoyed the whole process.
the "training" camp,the exchange,the late pracs and so many so many more.
every single moment spent in harmoc is filled with fun and laughter!:)
and i didnt feel nervous AT ALL when i was on stage seriously.
to me,it was just like any other practice that we have in schools,just that this time round we are fully geared in our blazars and makeups
but of cuz,the quality was one of the best today
lets not be disheartened alright!
and as what jeremy has said,we rocked and we know it.:):):):)
dont care whatever the judges think about us.
we have proven to everyone that we are definitely worth much more than what they think we are and thats enough.:D

ohman.i think i'm gonna feel so empty w/o harmoc for the next 2 weeks.heh
i'll miss mr barber and the postcards he sends from russia too
and of cuz not forgetting my lovely 2nd chro mates.hehhhhh.
we shall have an outing soon alright!:DDDDDD

ONE BAND ONE HEART <3<3<3