common test was yar larh,

HELL.

i guess if anyone was to say tt the papers were damn easy,he/she might jus get slaughtered by most of the nj-cians the very moment he/she make tt comment.haha.ok larh tt was exaggerating.myb there ARE ppl hu rly tink tis way n there's nth wrong being intelligent,but i definitely dun belong to tt grp alright.

its like weneva i reach home after exams my parents will definitely ask, "hows the papers?"
in pri sch most of my reply wld be "ok larh",which means tt i tink i can do well.
in sec sch it'd be "ehh,ok larh" (but tis time it only applies to certain papers)
the rest wld be "haiz.myb will fail"
nw in jc,i hv only ONE reply-"CONFIRM DIE"

seriously i screwed up ALL my papers.(excluding gsc cuz i hvnt take) no pt saying hw hellish it was cuz they're over alr rite.i guess i've lost all my momentum for studying ever since olvl has ended n i'm sure many others feel the same way as me.haha.i tink the momentum will only return to me wen alvl's nearing bah.gosh.

recently i've been thinking about the future.i noe it sounds abit too far away but no harm thinking about it rite.
u see one hu does well in exams doesnt necessarily mean tt he/she will do well in the future and on the other hand,one hu doesnt do well nw doesnt mean they're useless in the future too rite?
it jus came to my mind tt the certs only determines our future to a very very little extent,in fact its only a stepping stone.ya no doubt tt the uni cert will garauntee us a job with a decent pay in the future,but it doesnt mean tt if we dun hv cert we cant survive rite? yes definitely we'll lose out,but so wat if we lose out? sometimes i jus feel tt its very pointless to be studying for the sake of tt cert.most of the time its just the feeling of nt wanting to lose out to the rest tt makes ppl move on n in the end wat happens? we've to start planning our child's education wen he/she is still swimming in the mother's womb.zzz.there are just so many other things which we hv to learn besides the knowledge found in books in order to survive in this world isnt it??
y must the world be so competitive lehh?? heh.

the more i tink about such tings the more i feel tt i shld nt study,but of cuz its impossible cuz i dun hv the courage to do tt.yar i'm hum,but no choice.i can only rant but there's nth i can do to change anything.sometimes i rly admire those ppl hu fight for their dreams.they hv the courage to take the path nt taken many n even tho towards the end they may nt be as successful as others,but at least they noe they've no regerets.haiz.

recently i heard a dj in 933 introducing this book called "if the world is a hundred people village"
so tis book's saying tt if the world shrinks to a village with only 100 people,
70 of them will be illiterate
80 of them will hv poor living conditions.
only 1 has a computer
n only 1 has a university cert.
the list goes on n on,but i couldnt rmb much of it.
but wen i heard all this statistics,i'm quite alarmed.
i.e only 1% of the world's population has a computer n/or a uni cert.
but rite here in spore,omos everyone has both plus we dun belong to the 70% hu are illiterate or the 80% hu hv poor living conditions.
so coming to tink about it,we ARE fortunate isnt it?
so we shld appreciate the fact tt we hv the opportunity to study rite??

argh.tis post is so damn contradicting.